My name is Victoria Bond. I am the owner of Halo Healing and an Access Consciousness Facilitator in New Zealand. Every day is an exciting opportunity for me to create and bring purpose to my life. Most of all, I know there is magic in the world. I am always asking how I can contribute.
My life looked very different 3 years ago when I hit rock bottom! I often wished that the bed would swallow me up or a space ship would come and save me. I wasn’t enjoying this reality at all, in fact, I was starting to resent it.
From the outside
Mum to a toddler and a baby who I loved with all my heart. A loving husband and so many people around me but still felt completely alone.
My body was shutting down every afternoon for up to 3 hours. I was awake but trapped inside a body that wasn’t functioning. I couldn’t look after my children. Too afraid to leave the house sometimes or drive my car around the corner to drop off my kids off to day-care! I still managed to work from my home hair salon where I could show up like me and create, but straight afterwards I was exhausted.
Picking up other’s emotions
My empathy towards others was so strong I could feel everyone’s feelings and spirit was continually in my ear trying to get me to pass on messages to their loved ones! The energy was what I knew to be true.
Being well and truly in victim mode, I had pushed nearly everybody away from me. My marriage under strain and kids that were always sick and I could not sleep…
Loss of hope
I had concluded that I probably wouldn’t find happiness again but the love I had for my kids was a trade-off I was willing to accept. True for a lot of parents, sacrificing one’s self for their children.
Deep down I had always known I had a purpose. I knew it had to do with energy. That was the only thing I felt to be real. So I started asking questions.
Seeking out people that could help me out of the dark tunnel, to focus on my gifts. I started off with an energy clearing workshop which resonated deeply and changed my reality instantly, but the anxiety and exhaustion were still lingering.
One day, a friend invited me to an Access Consciousness Bars workshop. The energy felt so right. I went in open, not knowing anything about what I was going to do or what we would be learning. From then my life changed dramatically. The space I felt after having my Bars run was like nothing I had ever experienced before. I wasn’t even sure what it was. The mind chatter had gone! When I slept I actually slept! I felt a tiny bit of hope.
When it’s right, it’s right
Within 3 days I had opened my new business Halo Healing. I openly told people what I facilitated and for the first time in quite a while the judgements of others didn’t seem so scary.
Doubt of what I had learnt was still present, but the running of the bars had truly helped me. I had tried so much before that, but I kept going and every single day with using the simple tools. Having my bars run every couple of weeks, I was noticing more and more change. Even my husband could see, and everyone was asking what I was doing because I was becoming passionate again and even starting to look better.
Using the tools of Access Consciousness change the patterns that were going on in my mind. Now, I can turn anything around into a positive. I am much more grounded and have more of an understanding of the energies around me. The question ‘Who does this belong to?’ actually changed my life immensely. Very quickly I was sharing what I had learnt with my clients, family and friends.
It wasn’t long before I was a facilitator, taking classes of my own. Now far less judgemental of myself and others, I believe myself now when it comes to my own knowing. And finally, I feel like that 10-year-old girl who had a magical life ahead of her. Full of love, contribution and lots of fun!